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Last night work was probably the most stressful it's been yet. Not only was the sale going on, not only was I there by myself, but it was truck day and they had been so busy in the morning they still had a huge pile of things that needed put out. Which I've never really had to do before so it was some trial and error. To bump it up even more though, our fricken regional manager was going to be in this morning _again_ (go the hell away dude!) and so everything had to be perfect again. We were there until 10:15 when we finally got done, which is 45 min after nomal.
When I got home then I was so wired still that I couldn't fall asleep until I'm gonna guess at least midnight. i just laid there having half asleep dreams about being at work and/or school.
The lovely bit is it didn't stop when I finally fell asleep. I spent most of the night dreaming about equally stressing things. Like that I was still living in Ohio, but I had the same job and school stuff, except that somehow money wasn't stretching so I needed a new job. I applied to two and got them both and decided that I needed to have all 3 jobs because they would be good experiances. One was Joanns still, one was me playing a supporting character in a movie (which was too cool to pass up) , and one was working in a restaurant (which was "practical" experiance for my future I figured.) Somewhere in the midst of it it was brought up "Um hey, when will you sleep if you do all this" but I was determined to prove it, except that on my way home to sleep finally I ran into an old estranged friend and knew I had to work things out with them right now or it would never happen. Well it did, ending in hugging and crying but I never got to sleep. And then apparantly Charles still was only my best friend and nothing more and I was still married.
Then I woke up with 10 minutes til I leave. I think I'm actually _more_ stressed this morning than I was last night. And now I'm going to be late to school because I _really_ needed to purge this. If I can just get thru the next 4 hours of class I can crash the rest of the day.
When I got home then I was so wired still that I couldn't fall asleep until I'm gonna guess at least midnight. i just laid there having half asleep dreams about being at work and/or school.
The lovely bit is it didn't stop when I finally fell asleep. I spent most of the night dreaming about equally stressing things. Like that I was still living in Ohio, but I had the same job and school stuff, except that somehow money wasn't stretching so I needed a new job. I applied to two and got them both and decided that I needed to have all 3 jobs because they would be good experiances. One was Joanns still, one was me playing a supporting character in a movie (which was too cool to pass up) , and one was working in a restaurant (which was "practical" experiance for my future I figured.) Somewhere in the midst of it it was brought up "Um hey, when will you sleep if you do all this" but I was determined to prove it, except that on my way home to sleep finally I ran into an old estranged friend and knew I had to work things out with them right now or it would never happen. Well it did, ending in hugging and crying but I never got to sleep. And then apparantly Charles still was only my best friend and nothing more and I was still married.
Then I woke up with 10 minutes til I leave. I think I'm actually _more_ stressed this morning than I was last night. And now I'm going to be late to school because I _really_ needed to purge this. If I can just get thru the next 4 hours of class I can crash the rest of the day.
